long time no see

hey its a me, I can finally write after having to do work for most of the summer and I'm no longer under the burden of work. My first day of 11th grade is in 4 days and im not really ready, mentally. I recently went to the beach, which was one of the funniest things I had done, like the entire summer. Ever since the world cup had started I had fallen back in love with soccer/football, as I had left it behind in the school year due to the amount of work and just too much to keep up with, but I had been saving up since like 3 weeks ago to buy me cleats that went to the price of $150. I kinda gave that up until recently as I have started spending my money on random bullshit like a morty plush from ebay, as of 1 week ago I had saved $110 but now im sitting at a somewhat great amount of $50. Overall I've been feeling really happy as I get to meet with my favorite cousins and yk, swim.  over the past 2 days I've been feeling weird, but like I'm really confused on why since Ive been shopping lately and, shopping is my favorite thing to do cuz of clothes? I have more to talk about but i kinda forgot soo bye