I genuinely don't know anymore. I've lost motivation to do almost everything. Life has become boring, and everything is so fast-paced that I cannot enjoy anything properly anymore.
I'm starting to question everything I do now. Am I doing this because I want attention? Am I doing this because I actually want help? Is everything I'm doing just an act? I can't tell anymore. Who am I? What have I become?
This dread eats me from the inside out.
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twinflower
I'm so sorry you're feeling like this. I can 100% relate to your feelings and I don't have anything to say that will help. But it will get better. If it doesn't; don't be afraid to ask for help. <3