Summer Shudders

I feel like I am wasting it all right now. I know I'm not, though. I have been to a few shows already, gone out with friends, and I have two jobs so. I've also been staying up until the sun's up and sleeping until the moon is. My best friend in the whole world has been gone for three weeks now, maybe that's why I feel so empty. Overall, I know I'm not wasting my time but it feels like it?? I don't know, I just need to stop bedrotting. Supposed to learn six songs for my band's rehearsal soon, haven't learned a single one.