How much loooongggerrrrr

Lately, I've been acting out of line for no reason, just being plain annoying and random. It's starting to annoy me too

What it's really about is me just being so bored and there's absolutely nothing good to talk about. And on top of that I can't fucking say things in full sentence due to my lack of speaking.

Can that happen? Being use to not speaking for so long that you can't finish your sentence without barley making out the last word? 

It's getting really tiresome to have people around me that are equally as quiet as me, it can be nice but awkward and boring. I need thrill too. Maybe another set of people to balance it out. But due to being detachment to everything so quickly, it always fails, and making friends is hard. It didn't use to be.

But anyway, I hope I wasn't too weird today for some people.