broooooooo

I think I like the idea of being worth everyone's attention, I usually always try to please all of my friendgroups as in favor that they'll all like me. I've had a crush on this girl at my school for a while now, it started last year of sophomore year in the 2 quarter. Before all this, she had kinda picked on me in freshman year but I really brushed it off. I don't think she really sees me that way and I can tell. I try my best not to be weird about it but shes on my mind for a unreasonable amount of time at school. Most of the time now I try to get her attention in the form of notes but she never likes them or responds to them, which is okay but it kinda brings my moral down. All of this through the brain of an insecure 16 year old boy in california