I think it's better to be content alone, then angry together.

Hello to... anyone who might read this... While on the internet, I've gone through countless pseudonyms, and none of them have really ever stuck. For now? Call me Fig.

I don't know how to begin a blog.

What do you talk about in a blog?

I've never done this before, unless it's glaringly obvious.

I've found myself alone again. I don't feel the same as I usually do. Normally, the silence that comes with being isolated of your own accord is filled with thoughts and anxieties. 

I think I'm happier than I've been in a while. 

I thought meals alone would feel suffocating, but being able to eat at my own pace, watch whatever I desire, and then leave at my leisure? It's pleasant.  

Making decisions for more people than just myself has been a nightmare.

- I pick when I leave

- I pick where I go

- I pick where I eat

I don't have to worry about everyone else's reservations. If it lines up. Excellent. If not? Maybe next time.

I walked to class, listening to my music, walking at my pace, and I couldn't help but think to myself, "Wow... this weather... It's so cold. I love it."

- I wasn't made to feel bad about my pace

- I could go into class with a positive mindset

- I listened to my music.

All I had to worry about was me.

That being said. What happens now? There's no constant chatter in my group chat, my DMs remain stagnant, and no one is looking for me?

Do I exist? Who am I to anyone?