i dont... know???

my only motivation right now i sthinking "wow imagine if this person has powers and can see what youre doing rn and what youre thinkiing and what you feel and they judge you" so uhh idk what im doing ig im trying to impress some imaginary person ? idk if this is a good mindset or not, actuallh if someone were to be looking through my eyes and seeing how i live theyd just think im a loser or someone whos social life only exists online (i swear i have irl friends guys TwT)