i like girls (no shocker) but theres some times where i want to BE a girl. i was contemplating not writing about this but i feel like i needa say it. ive been feeling like this ever since about 6th grade, and although ive been able to sorta move it out of the way since then, it always comes back. something about it just seems so awesome. i want to be pretty. im not gonna lie, i get very jealous whenever i see a pretty girl cuz i wish it was me. i dont feel right in my body, if that makes any sense at all? ill wake up and look in the mirror and wish it was a different reflection. not because i dont like how i look or anything, i just wish i didnt look like that. i wish i was a girl. transitioning has been on my mind for quite some time now, but ill never be able to do stuff like that. my parents would NEVER support me for it, my voice is too deep, my body is too much of a mans. i hate it, hate it so so so much. i dont know if much of my friends will accept me either. i think the worst outcome would be my girlfriend breaking up with me over it. its not worth it dude!!! everythings going fine right now so if i fuck it up by (to most people) suddenly wanting to transition itd be the worstttt!!! whatever, bye.
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mari🪽
do whatever makes you feel best, im sure your girlfriend would be accepting of you for being you. thats why shes with you in the first place, right? the whole point of transitioning is to make you feel more comfortable in your own body. you have my full support and im sure everyone else would support you too. be yourself temkky !!!!🥹🥹
mumbojayjumbo
hey hey! i agree with the person above me. You should feel comfortable, but its easier said then done. I had a trans friend in hs who slowly came out by wearing unisex clothes to accessories. Sometimes dying ur hair a lil helps too! She really paved the way for trans kid and I hope she's doing well!
If ur gf loves u, then she would understand and maybe remain friends? Life is complicated, but I want u to be happy :)
idontreallylistentoitbutiamjaz
I get your parents wouldn't be accepting, but just take little steps that make you feel happy 🤷♀️ let your hair grow out (if it hasn't already) if that makes you feel prettier. Don't be afraid to express yourself. I hope your girlfriend accepts it 😬 but I mean, it's YOUR comfort!