Nerves

So none of the people I know irl have found this account — which allows me to vent to some extent. 

I'm going to this guy's grad party tomorrow. A little nerve-racking, considering I thought he didn't really like me.

What saddens me is that a guy I thought I was pretty good friends with didn't invite me to his. 

What really irks me is that most of the people at school don't really treat me all that well. 

I have friends — sure — but I don't feel all that close to them. It hurts sometimes. Tomorrow I have to see people I'm just not that comfortable with. 

I have a very rough idea of the attendees. Some think I'm awkward, and some have their own things against me.

:/

First world problems, I know.