October cannon event? (rant)

Guys I'm so f-ing ready to quit school I'm so freaking done with this ughhhh. I took all the smart people classes but I'M NOT SMART LIKE THAT BRO AHHHH!!! IDK why I would do this to myself I literally knew I would struggle when I signed up for them last year. Now I have so much homework and assignments and presentations (Fml I hate presentations with a burning passion) AND TESTS TOO! The thing is that all the teachers end up assigning the tests and projects due at the same time so I get a period of like two days where I have nothing to do and then the next three weeks is just schoolwork and no free time to see the sun...

AND ALSO my friends are all pissed off all the time and I can't ever tell if they're mad at each other or at me. Actually it might not be about me because they're all beefing with just 2 other girls in the friend group but won't talk to her about it. So there is about 10 ppl in my friend group (a lot of people IK) and I feel like everyone might start to kick the 2 out of the group. there is unfortunately a lot of drama recently but nobody really talks about it. The worst part is that everyone thinks they're so emotionally intelligent and that they know how to handle their beef with people and that they know what they're doing.. ITS HIGH SCHOOL F-ING NOBODY KNOWS WHAT THEY'RE F-ING DOING AHHHH!! and that's including myself although I feel a little more aware of the dynamics in my friend group then they seem to. Idk i don't live in their minds, maybe that's not true.

GAH I'm so ready to leave high school. still got 2 more damn years tho. 11th grade is going to be the end of me istg. Anyways, internet does this count as a cannon event?