Life is so weird

For the past few days, i've been avoiding going out and using excuses like "studying" and or being "too sick to go out" because i realized that i cant stand being alone with my thoughts and what better way and time to become comfortable with being alone without friends, family or a lover, than now because if im not comfortable with myself how could i ever truly be comfortable around my friends you know? like if i cant be real with myself then have i ever been real to the friends that shower me with love, care and respect? These are things i always sat with and i still do but atleast im trying to make myself feel okay with myself. Anyways i hope this helped you or you related, if not thats okay too.

also p.s this whole account and blog is just the journey of me becoming okay with being alone with myself and seeing the beauty of myself not just as a human but from my soul and so on and so forth. 

xoxo k1