I just wanna focus on improving my art and enjoy doing so but I'm so damn busy with school... man what's the point to all of this if I just wanna get an average normal job? I know I should be grateful getting education but it's kind of grown meaningless to me since I don't have anyone to flaunt about to about when I get good grades or learned smth cool and new... nobody at school 1. talks to me back when i try to speak 2. doesnt enjoy being around me 3. they ALREADY have many friends 4. I got nothing new to offer!!!
best way to describe it was how I feel too "weird" to be a normie but too "normal" to be weird. I care about world, I'm not addicted to pixels on my screen like everyone my age (god that sounds so pick-me ish and I hate it, either way that's how I sadly feel) and everytime I try to? NOPE HAHA SUCKS TO BE YOUUUUU toxic community, toxic community, TOXIC COMMUNITYYYY UGHHHH
Idk what am I doing wrong atp I just wanna talk to someone without feeling too weird or too normal
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Kinda_Hawt
First of all just know in the situation you are facing, you aren't only the one ! I am somewhat in similar kind of situation , I've school friends but I am pretty much not interested in them due to unmatched vibes and aura 😩✌🏼
Anyways , don't stop what you love to do✨ . I mean somehow take out time for focusing on your art , listening to songs , etc ., whatever you like. And you can chat with guys here 🤠 .