02/06

hey idk where to start today when I came back from school I saw two persons in front of me, I recognized his face in a second it was my ex but not a random ex idc abt no the one who I think abt late the night, and who was the second person ? her gf yeah... I did like I didn't see them.

I know I should try to forget her before dating but what do you think ? I tried but she still in corner of my mind she still there looking at me with this smile.

it was my first real love I loved her sm and I can't blame her bc I couldn't blocked her w me for the life but so why I can't forget her ? 

sometime I imagine that she come back, she turn around and take me in her arms like the time didn't changed everything, im just delusional... but still a part of me hope that she will come back 

alien.atide out...