Liking People Is Strange....

Like Platonically , Friendship Stuff .It's Really Rare To Find People Who Engage And Stuff Especially On Here Since .I Don't Know How Active A Person Is On Here Or If They'll Stick Around Long Enough For Us To Make Meaningful Friendships 

In General Liking Peoples Is Strange .You Could . Literally Like Any Type Of Person Even If They're Completely Different From You In Some Aspects But I Think It's Good Of Course To Have Differences In Opinions Sometimes Because.Obviously It's Good When Friendships Have Disagreements Sometimes While Also Healthily Navigating Them ..

I Don't Like Shallow Friendships Really I Think .Of Course I Do Like When My Acquaintances On Here Check In On Me But It Takes Balls To Actually Have Someone Willingly Engage In Thing I'm Talking About, Stuff Like That And It's Pretty Heartwarming To Find Someone Who Does Do That And When An Actual Conversation Flows From It Its Just A Nice Feeling

And Maintaining A Friendship Is Even Harder Since Both Parties Actually Have To .Engage And Talk To One Another Frequently ,Either They Reach Out Or I Do And Sometimes I Wish They Would Reach Out First Since I Wanna Feel That .Theyre Putting Effort Into The Friendship Too ,And Actually Want To Be Around Me/Talk To Me

Of Course I'm Not Perfect Myself Sometimes I'm Just Disinterested In Something Somene Else Is Talking About And My Replies Can Sometimes Be Like .Dry .Which I Hope Doesn't Come Across That Way Since .Sadly I'm Pretty Sure I'm A People Pleaser .At Least When It Comes To Strangers  ,And Sometimes I Don't Actually Reach Out First Which Kind Of Saddens Me Since I Have Made No Move To Actually Do Something About It

My Attachment Style I Think Is .I'm Clingy To People I Find Interesting And I Actually Like Talking To .I Hope That Doesn't Really .Scare Them Off Since I Get Quite Comfortable Easily With Others , Obviously With Some Restraint I Don't TMI A Billion Times A Day To A Buddy Of Mine But In The Way I Want To Like .Do Something Nice For Person I Like Or Make A Gift For Them .Liking People Is Odd

Anyway Yah I Have A Few People On Here I Actually Like As Friendships I Hope They Like Me The Same Way And We .Could Actually Have A Longterm Friendship...I've Been Craving That For A While Now