3rd week of sophomore year ! - blog #2 ━━ . °‧(,; ⩌ ;,)

OHMYGOD I HAVENT POSTED IN SO LONG AAAAAY783YIOYERKEGFMD;RO'ARG

life has been pretty okay! i've been okay only having 1 official friend irl! i've been meaning 2 make a post online on a tiktok alt acc to find more alt ppl in my area cus ik there are a LOT but i feel like i dont look cool enough yet. this girl and i @ school in my 2+4th period have became friends and we exchanged numbers, instas, and tiktoks! i also am kiiinda friends with this boy in my 5th period but we only get like 5 seconds to talk before we have to do notes and stuff the whole class so we dont get a lot of time to communicate but hes very nice! we met cus we did a group project together and tbh i was SO surprised he said good morning to me the day after  we turned our assignment (and since then) in like WOA wdym ur still acknowledging me??? but yea everything is good. i still sit by myself and am by myself most of the day but its kinda peaceful. 

literally EVERYDAY i have something planned or i have to go do errands with my dad and its so exhausting but also i have a fun time. tomorrow im getting my haircut and im going to get a scene-ish haircut. rn its just an overgrown wolfcut. 

ive been going to SO MANY local shows!!! i got a CD signed by an entire band (The Far Worst) yesterday! and also that was the day of this thing called Frenzy Fest it was like in this casino/hotel i think?? there were 3 stages, one outside by the pools, one inside on the right in this like jazz club looking place, and the last one in this club place. there was also someone there cosplaying michael jackson??? im going to a psych rock show on sept 4th(iirc) and im suuuper excited for that. i really like psych rock and if i can i wanna get a signed cd as well. that is my goal: to get signed CDs from a ton of local bands.

I really want to start my own band but im DEF not skilled enough yet. i can play bass well and ive recently learned how to play priviously poncheezied on the guitar but only at like 75% speed, tbf i havent had a lot of time to practice anymore T_T. i think if i started a band i'd want 2 be (in order from what role i want  most to least): screamer, bassist, lead guitar, rhythm guitar, then drums. but i also dont know how 2 play drums yet so i dont think it counts it's  in the list?? 

OK i think im done for 2day :7. its 11:54pm and i just finished helping my dad build furniture sooo immm gonnnnna play guitar for a while and then lay in bed FINALLY. i hope u all have awesome dreams!!! #goodnight

oh also i got a few more CDs IM SO HAPPY I HAVE PANTHEON AND JACKPOT JUICER NOW 

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