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I hate myself

I hate the way I look I hate that I'm so big and not skinny I need to eat less to lost weight I need to lose weight before high school starts but I don't know how to because everytime I try to * myself I always go back to food and eat food and I've been called fat before in school so that should make me wanna eat less right? wrong. I hate my face and how chopped I look and how my left eye isn't focusing straight anymore because of a surgery I had on it this is so annoying I'm doing so shitty if you couldn't tell.

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Go gym and eat food with protein not stupid things . 

Don't thing you gonna loose weight easily need months, 


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Hey! I've never had your issue, so I might sound a bit off when I write this, but give me a chance.

Your weight is really not that important until a certain point. I used to over eat, and honestly I still do. It's hard to quit when the habit is so normal. Being called names doesn't fix anything, my tip for you is try to not buy low saturation foods, aka, foods with high calories and low amount of "making you full". I'm not telling you to count your calories, because it's hard to do that in a healthy way in your current mind. 

I stopped buying snacks like cotton candy which is a particular demon and I lost a bit of weight. Eat healthy! But also don't forget treats once in a while! 
+ exercise, if you are very overweight, walk around for 5-10 minutes without a phone or anything. listen to music on an mp3 player if available. 

You aren't "ugly" for having weight. I personally always liked people on the slightly heavier side, they look more approachable in my opinion! 

Take care of yourself and learn to accept who you are. The names people called you are useless. It's hard to start, and it's even harder to stay on the path of acceptance, but once you look yourself in the mirror and smile -- everything will be worth it.
Take care!