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i think i feel quite similarly. i believe the “not caring” mostly comes from not being able to feel like i’ve gotten what i want, like friends, but more-so authenticity and connection. i do think the hard feelings just come from not getting what you truly want. not sure what a solution could truly be, but i know, for me, that forcing any interaction feels worse than just being alone. whatever the case may be for you, i hope that with time what you’re feeling passes and that you find some people or at least one person close to you who you connect with, and bring you solace. |