I'm simply hating all of this. I'm afraid to grow up because in a year and a half my high school years end, my adolescence ends, and what fun things did I do to remember it? Nothing... absolutely nothing. And all I wanted was to remember a day I went to the beach with my friends, or a day my friends and I went out aimlessly, but... how can I when I don't have friends? The friends I have are only online, and sometimes I don't even know if I can consider them friends. The ones I had in person don't want to look at me. I feel like I haven't enjoyed my life, but anyway, I couldn't have enjoyed it anyway. I think it's fine this way. Maybe rotting in my room pretending to like it and sleeping in class pretending to be sleepy is the best thing for me, the closest I can get to happiness.
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Astroflash
Same here. Thatβs why Iβm probably checking out by 19-20
furby
I don't have the best most comforting words, but I graduated recently and I didn't have any friends or company. The best thing I do is I remember I am a person and I am still alive, and all I can do is be the best I can despite this. I can maybe go out for myself and enjoy things even if it's alone.. I'm not really good at reassurance but I hope you feel a lot better and things get a lot better for you
Thank you Furby, I really appreciate all your support, even if it doesn't make a difference, I will always remember your kindness (β .β β ββ β α΄β β ββ .β )
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