geez you write a lot loser

Honestly, today I woke up thinking "u got this buddy", out the window. I feel caged up, mentally, and I end up getting out of that feeling but then it comes back. I dont even feel like myself anymore, I dont know why people expect so much out of me, and I think thats one of my biggest problems, I feel as if people are always expecting something from me and, that the pressure people put on me is just doing my head in. thats where my parents come in. I have never fit their expectations, I'm not tall, I'm not fit,I'm not mature, I'm not smart or well caring, I'm not anything. In reality, its no ones fault but mine. After I write this, I'll probably play listen to music and play minecraft then go to sleep but other than that, I'm hoping this doesnt backfire on me, in whatever way possible, ever.

 wow bro u feel a lot 😂😂😂