Digital man

I feel as though most of my personality and who I am as a human has been shaped around what I've been exposed to on the Internet ever since I had access to it at the age of 13 which isn't a uncommon thing to say but in my case I feel as though connections with people irl has become so stagnant I just don't even try anymore in regards to wanting to be seen as a person that abides by societal norms. I don't mask my autism anymore. I don't try to hide my introverted-ness with fakeness. I just hold the same neutral expression towards everyone irl and don't care what they think of me in the end. I don't care if I'm "weird" or "offputting" It's whatever. Who I am and what I am has now been created through a mosaic of what I've seen online and been influenced by with the interactions I have with others online. I am a loser, chud, otaku, and a sperg but to an extent a proud one.  Even if I screw up a lot of times online with my interactions with others due to them being more human and going outside more then I would ever. At the end of the day I am a human and this is what I'll leave behind once I'm gone. It's not much but an archival of all my thoughts is the least I can give back to the Internet for all it's given me.