Addiction

We had a project about addictions today. 

We mainly just learned about how they develop, what the biggest factor is in developing one, how to help someone with it etc. 

Wish I could say my day was boring but it was actually just miserable because my friend who's been mocking my addiction for a week or so had been very adamant on making sure I feel her mockery. 

I'm pretty certain shes attention seeking, (aside from mocking me) with it. And I get that people who do stuff like she does, even just for attention deserve help and sympathy too, but frankly I can't sympathise with her. 

My addiction is something I've been struggling with for nearly four years now with still no recovery in sight, and she sees it fit to also perform in this behavior in an incredibly stereotypical way and make SURE I see it at all times, especially when I'm in a pretty okay-ish mood. 

Not to mention she makes up lies about it all the time. On top of that she fakes having a bunch of mental health dissorders- especially the ones I got officially diagnosed with. And yes I can say with certainty she fakes it because not only does her story about it constantly change, she also makes up "symptoms" that completely contradict the ACTUAL symptoms of the disorder. And yes I'm aware a person doesn't have to 100% have all the symptoms of a disorder to have said disorder, but there is a line of when it turns into blatantly lying in my face about something I've had for years. 

Sometimes I wish I could break my friendship off with her, but I don't think I could handle it. I wish I never got attached to her. I hate feelings. 

-Angel