if I'm going to be open and honest I would like to touch base on a more sensitive topic. my road through addiction. I have met so many people dealing with problems that take over there whole lives, and maybe a quick reminder that you are never alone will help someone.
from year 2022-2026 I have been addicted and or recovering from a few substance addictions and self harm.
most of the time when I tell people this they automatically thing im one of those creepo internet girls that do it for people online, but that want me, it started off when I was 10 years old. yes I was that young. I had gone through a lot with my family at this time, I'm not going to get into detail but all I will say is my dad isn't a good person and is also a raging addict. and I don't put that lightly. anyways, it started off as a punishment, and it grew. the men around me made me feel like I was too much, so why would i second guess the leaders of the house hold.
this would grow even worse as my dad formed a cult like Christian house hold, that was disgusted as perfect. this is when my addictions would grow. my father was where I got most of these things, they would be out in the open when my mom wasn't around and if it didn't kill him, why would it kill me?
that is just the begining! one time thing grow, if you or someone you know needs help, tell someone! it doesn't matter how old or young you are!
anyways...this is all just speculation mods...
(sorry im not telling much! I don't think people wanna hear all of it lol)
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