Im in a band and i’m blogging about it

My name is Zero, I’m 19, and I’m in a band. We make good music i think. only 2/3 originals so far, and we’re missing a bassist, but we’re coming along fine. We had to kick our last member out, then went in a fat hiatus, but now we’re back together again. We’re riot grrl inspired. I just hope it goes somewhere.

i hate my life. i’m on an animation course, and i like it, but i feel like im in the wrong career. i hate my family, i only talk to my brothers really. i feel lazy and stupid all the time, but i really want this band to mean something to the world. everyone probably says that, but i love my band, and i want to spend my life doing something i love. im just so uninspired, and ive only recently started picking guitar up again for it. i got really busy and depressed so i didnt play for like a year almost. im having to re-callus my fingers and learn new techniques, but i feel great doing it. i feel alive, for the first time in a long time. i went through a horrible break up this year, and this is bringing my soul back. i just hope we make it out there. 

enough moping from me. ill blog daily, since i practice guitar daily now!

thx 4 reading :3