Damn I'm tired

My fellow big backs don't you like sleeping in after a long day or having a nap? well sadly I can't •̩̩̩̩ᯅ•̩̩̩ it's depressing and why you may ask? Well cause if I sleep now I can't later

Or my brain just won't let me fall asleep

Have you ever been like this? I don't know what to do but honestly I think a long nap would work but school is a problem too if I sleep late I wake up late and feel grumpy if I go bed early I wake up early I'm grumpy for not sleeping longer it's like there's no escape and I'm trapped in this loop of insanity