some steam

shameless vent but this has to be the worst year of my whole LIFE! its been 2 months and in those 2 months ive experienced some of the worsttt shit, its completely fucked me over. i try not to be negative ever and lifes been somewhat okay so far, but i lost my boyfriend recently and just LAST NIGHT i lost my ONLY (only) friend in my ENTIRE school building and the ONLY friend i was gonna have going into junior year. i feel like im losing everything and i dont know how to get them back ://  its whatever tho