Aw fuck I made myself sad again

Can I please stop reminding myself that I have no artistic talent and I'm out of time to practice any skills and even the county fair doesn't want to accept my art anymore because it just sucks that much and people much younger than me will go on to accomplish the very things I could have if I'd just slowed down and listened to the people who told me to set realistic goals...for FIVE MINUTES

You know, that one guy from DeviantArt when I was 11 who told me to give up drawing and then put a curse on me when I decided not to, I mean, I kind of hate him, but at least he tried to set it straight that I'm not an artist, and I can't deny I'd be living a happier life if I'd listened to him. (Putting a life-long curse on an 11-year-old is still a major asshole move, though, even with that epiphany.)