(please read as itll give me motivation!!!) part 1 of fixing up my life!! ᕙ( •̀ ᗜ •́ )ᕗ

so, i have been having a terrible time for like the last 2 yrs (most likely due to genetics seeing as most ppl on my moms side have depression ) until i started getting back into manga/anime (my best examples being dreamin sun by ichigo takano and k-on ) which have given me the motivation to fix up my life , heres the 1st steps ive taken so faar!!! ( •̀ ᗜ •́ ৻)

      1 - i have started cleaning up my room more

   2 - ive worked on doing better on maintaning my work on basic hygiene 

      3 - wearing cuter clothing/getting dressed up more

   4 - studying more (korean, japanese, math, & literature)

       5 - getting back into my old hobbies  ; reading, guitar, piano/keyboard, baking.

    6 - journaling how far ive gotten daily

        7 - setting up new goals weekly!

and from this, I think ive gotten way better in life, aswell as jst enjoying it more!!

(°□°) ☝️ : "ohh but whats ur goal this week?"

      ( ꩜ ᯅ ꩜;)  : "working harder on cleanliness ; brushing teeth 2x or at least 1 time a day, basic hygiene , and cleaning"

◉‿◉ : "heheehe...than whats the end goal,"

       (ᵕ—ᴗ—) : "honestly, my dream has been to become like the mc of fruits basket, although i think the book series is crazy overrated, aswell as jst not liking the books, she'll always be a huge inspiration to me."

(≖_≖ ) : "that's stupid."

             Σ(°ロ°) : "..."

(👁 _  👁) : "...."

             ᕙ( ᗒᗣᗕ )ᕗ : "i know, but i'm also aware that as long as it's helping me get better in life, aswell as being kinder to others,than it doesn't matter if it's stupid or weird! - i will keep trying to get better the best i can, no matter what!"

(눈_눈) : "..."

(..◜ᴗ◝..) : "than I'm happy for u, and will be cheering you on your journey of 'redemption'!"

               ( •̯́ ₃ •̯̀) : "thank you!"