I feel like every time I make a friend they leave. I’m horrible with social ques and I feel like whenever I get attached to someone they leave. I try to make friends and I get so excited to try to have a best friend again, but then they obviously don’t feel the same and drift off. I’m only friends with my partner these days. Idk what I’d do without her. But I want a friend to have sleepovers with. To stay up all night drawing or playing video games. Someone who understands that I have chronic depression and anxiety and don’t call me a recluse for it. I crave friends but they never crave me. Sorry for the long rant I’m just really upset and need to get it out of my system
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bee 🐳 ☆
I’m so sorry, I feel you. Those people clearly don’t see your worth and aren’t worth any of the space in your brain. People like your partner are. Look for more like them. Those are the people who are worth your friendship, and will see you for you, despite all your diagnoses. I understand it might be hard to look at things in a positive light in this sense (speaking from experience lol) but having one real friend, it’s so much better than having a million fake ones. No fake friend can do what real friends can. I hope you find your people. In fact, I know you will. I believe in you <3