ego and the entries 9: "entry + JH Ligation Experiment in 2,020 Knives"

6/29 took my cat to the veterinarian today. was nervous because she's very old and my dad kept yapping about putting her down. they came back and said nothings wrong with her though which is a good thing. she still does goofy stuff but at least it isn't a health issue and more of her just being old and silly? I'm not sure. I dont think the visit will ease anything in my mind at all though. I know she'll die soon anyway. 

JH Ligation Experiment. I think the way rook uses the jh ligation experiment in 2020 knives is kind of cool. to me it feels like she's talking about growing up too fast or not being able to properly enjoy your childhood by using,.. an experiment on insect hormones. it probably sounds silly to other people but I also think the "insect" part could also mean being or feeling insignificant. but thats just my personal thought on it anyway as ive experienced those things myself and I feel like her mentions of the jh ligation experiment as well as the lyrics of reverie really correlate with that. I dont know, I just wanted to point out how cool I think rook is.

nothing else really happened today but I still felt obligated to write about something so yay to me for getting through with it instead of procrastinating. thank you friendrewind, end of ego entry 9.