Kinda sad about junior year somehow?

I’ve absolutely hated this school year, I got put through the wringer and barely made it out alive, but it’s weird to say that I’m gonna miss junior year? It’s the first year where I’ve actually felt like… cool? Idk most of high school I’ve been a total loser but this year felt like I finally became who I should’ve been this whole time. I’m actually gonna miss it quite a lot. Hopefully senior year just feel the same with less stress cause then it would be a perfect year of high school

Moral of the story: the saying is actually really true, you really don’t know what you have until it’s gone