digital diary ⋆⭒˚.⋆ 30/08/26

hello again :D

I had SUCH a weird experience today but lets start from the beginning 𐔌՞ ܸ.ˬ.ܸ՞𐦯 

usually, my best friend, her boyfriend and me don't really hang out during the day. we might have breakfast together and then go on our separate ways until dinner but today we had such a living room day, meaning we hang out in our kitchen / living room area AAAALLLLLLL day and I really liked that. it reminded me of the time my best friend and I lived together in our small cottage in ireland,,,good times :D I was sooooo caught up I talking that I COMPLETELY forgot to even HAVE breakfast ( ꩜ ᯅ ꩜;) 

afterwards, I decided to go to my local park and read when a random ass older man approached me. he came up to me to compliment my 'aura' ( whatever that means ) and then asked me if he could sit with me. usually, im not the person to enjoy talking to strangers but honestly,,,why not !!! most of our ( almost four hour ) conversation was actually pretty interesting but he DID constantly try to flirt with me. I kept rejecting his advances but he didn't get discouraged,,,points for trying I guess ??? 

the absolute weirdest thing was ( tw: talking about self harm ) when he asked me if I liked to cut myself. I just stared at him in disbelief because,,,what a weird fucking thing too ask someone HELLO ??? (·•᷄‎ࡇ•᷅ ) I did tell him EXACTLY that and he looked at me, somewhat ashamed, and just said 'I mean I just saw the scars on ur arms and thought I should ask',,,weirdo.. I told him that you shouldn't ask someone that and that we both have eyes so asking obvious, rude things is completely unnecessary and overstepping boundaries. he somewhat apologised and we moved on to talk about ghosts (ᵕ—ᴗ—)  

at the end, he asked me if there was a way he could reach me and I told him I don't give my number to anyone ( I refrained from telling him that I dont want to ever see him again and that I don't give out my number to CREEPS ) and he accepted that without any complained. 

im just SO confused about the entire conversation because he DEFINITELY was a creep but a very,,,understanding one ??? I didn't feel harassed at all even though he COMPLETELY overstepped my boundaries. 

but im also very proud of myself for speaking up and telling him some of the things he asked me were just weird. im also surprised about my own bravery in continuously rejecting him ( and to be fair, I loved to see the look on his face when his advances didn't work xD ) 

after that, I went home and my best friend, her boyfriend and I watched a movie until he went to sleep because he had a headache so my best friend and I just talked and talked and talked and TALKED until two in the morning :D I love her soooooo much I wish everyone would have a best friend like her <3 

that was pretty much it because im sparing you all the details of random-old-man's awkward flirting ( like how im a flower,,,vv awks ) :P

i AM a little annoyed that I didn't get tom read today tho,,,aaaaaah !!!

goodnight and i luv u all :3