My friends became weirder part two!!

If you haven't read the first part I would recommend reading it!!

So I talk to my other friends from school which are two girls I actually like and makes me feel comfortable and haven't said racist shit to me. I tell them about the camping trip which they weren't on and they totally agree with me about how weird it was. They said that the boys are really weird and they shouldn't have done any of it especially Ben since he has a girlfriend. So this gives me the confidence to talk about it with Ava since now I'm at least not alone with my opinion. 

The next day my class are having a school trip to the city, but only for a day. So we take the boat to the city and on there I sit with Ava, Ben, Peter. We talk, but the whole trip I feel nauseous, something that is starting to happen to me every morning. So I tell them that and Ben say "Is there something that happened at the camping trip?" grining and of course he is hinting to the fact that I slept with Peter(NOT LITERALLY). This makes me uncomfortable even if Ben still thinks I like Peter, I do not want Ben to be talking about my sex life you know. I just rub it off tho and say it begun before the trip. 

When I'm alone with Ava I say how uncomfortable I were that day and how I dont like how Ben is talking about me. Then she says that she gets it, but she didn't really notice as she sees people not for their gender, but as non-binary people. And that Ben and Peter is probably also like that. Girl no they're not, yes they might care less, but they do not like the queer community and also they are teenage boys. Also I do that too, but Ben and Peters personalities are too weird for me to feel comfortable around them. She told me not to worry about them as it probably wasn't ment like that. It still happened tho and I do not think she understood that. 

The day goes by and we have to leave so on the way back Ava tells Ben that I'm not into Peter anymore and that he shouldn't joke like he did earlier. He didn't even realise what he said and I think that is weird. I think they have gotten too comfortable with me, something I do not like and I feel like I can't tell them to stop doing things like that. I feel like they will only say that I'm overreacting or do the same as Ava, but worse. It's only one day left with them tho, so I do not have to be friends with them for long. It's just annoying that every time I try to tell them things I do not like about them and how I feel with them. They just rub it off acting like I'm overreacting and how I just shouldn't feel like that. Well buddies it's harde when you guys are making me feel like that.