(tw: mentions of vomit and nausea) I’m gonna try and organize my thoughts as a write, so forgive me if i sound a little detached from reality 💔 it’s just ever since i watched end of evangelion (the 22nd) i’ve been thinking about the third impact, passively about it but something an acquaintance of mine does made me spiral? they keep a roster of people they talk to in prospects of choosing the best one to date but they speaks poorly of all of them and i’m not so sure they know they’re more of a notch on their belt rather than a forming genuine connection and that whole thing has made me nauseous. mainly because how can you do something like that or i guess what’s the point of it? do you not see the human behind whatever you get out of operating like that, idk i guess when i hear what other do i apply my thinking to it and it makes me feel ill to imagine treating someone just like an experience, a toy, or just a good feeling for the night because even in the most of ass of holes I know i could touch them and I would feel skin and if i was watch as their family died in front of them even what little good memories they could have with their family could still cause that person to cry and grshaajh why can’t we all just see and touch and understand each other, i’m not stupid so i know why but thinking about humans division just drives me crazy and I need to stop thinking about it because i think im going to vomit,,, anywho does anyone know how to change the contact icons lol or just how to do more w layouts im new to coding
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Avonnics
Honestly I've met a few messed up people and it typically stems from trauma or other past experiences; not all of them but it's a pretty common denominator. I'd say try not to think about it and try to find the simplest answer and stick with that or ask them personally why they do that. Hopefully you don't throw up!
skibidirizzgod123
not sure if you’re ranting for the sake of it or need advice, but if you want me to put my two cents on the table— you should take the time to get your shit together (i mean this in the way of clearing your mind) and possibly even consider your ties with that acquaintance of yours.
sure, what they’re doing is fucked up. unfortunately not everyone is emotionally intelligent nor have the ability to consider other people’s feelings rather than just their own. you could maybe confront them about it, but IMO it’s best if you kept your distance from them. it depends on what kind of circumstances you’re in though so take my word with a grain of salt
hope you feel better
thank you, it was mainly for the sake of it but your advice is appriciated, i'm not close with them in the slightest we're more so mutuals and theyre a friend of someone who was my best friend but has changed, anyways thank you and i will bc that behavior screams that theyre not to be trusted
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