7/6/26 im too emo for this heat

ive decided to use my blog as a sort of journal/digital diary bcuz ive got a dissociative disorder n would like to keep track of things + it just sounds fun lolzzz :P

i woke up around the usual time today (like 11 am) and decided i need to redye my hair (which i just did and it looks AWESOME SAUCE) so i left the house to buy some hair dye and GOOD LORD IS IT HOT OUT. like okay maybe i didnt have to wear black skinny jeans but i guess sweating is just a small sacrifice for fashion LOL. anyway,,, i dyed my hair a deep black, which ive done a few times but it always fades to an ugly dark brown color (my hair is naturally a light brown so makes sense i guess) but i used  a different dye this time so maybe the outcome will be different. im also preparing to go to a wedding in texas in a few days which is NAWT gonna be fun omfg there's a dress code so i cant wear a black suit T-T. im leaving for it... in two days i think?? my cousin is getting marries which is crazy sauce because i remember when she was like 12 and i realize WOW we're all getting older.

anyways idc this might be stupid and im not really expecting peeps to care but im rlly js doing my own thing (,,^  ̫–,)-⟢ˎˊ˗