im back!! blog entry :3

ughhh so srry i kinda died lul.... i broke my laptop and i had 2 get a new one

the season at my summer job ended but i got a new one!!! i start on saturday :3 so im rlly excited about that,, at least im still friends with my coworkers from the amusement park, like ryder and me have been hanging out whenevr we get time to, like last weekend we drove to syracuse to pick up tires for his car off of facebook marketplace, and on the last 3 days of the parks season he drove me home, and on the wednesday before end of season me, him, and a handful of our coworkers drove over to pennsylvenia so me and him were in the car for 8 hours durring two storms lmaooooo but this sunday (if im not working) were going to a 1950s diner for lunch

aside from all dat, ive been soooo bored, i got the job last week and i dont start until saturday, so ive just been rewatching twin peaks and doing nothing, most of my friends are off at college or still in high school, so theres no onne for me to hang out with, and i dont have a car so i cant drive anywhere, im just alone until my siblings come home, and even then im the oldest so i cant really relate to them... its so isolating, like im more of a zommbie than anything, which is also why i stopped taking my antidepressants again, because those just made me wanna kill myself

anyway, ive been getting really into modest mouse lately