𝑆𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑙𝑒 𝑎𝑓𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝑡𝑤𝑜 𝑦𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑠

We broke up. After two years we've finally broken up and honestly he don't gaf. I don't know if he ever loved me, but after me breaking down and him ignoring it I couldn't stay anymore. His excuse? Busy. He's so busy he doesn't have time to respond to his bf?? Yea I call bs. Either way I feel so betrayed and looking back on some things I should've left a long time ago, but rose colored glasses. I just feel dumb for letting him know all the stuff I told him. I told him stuff only certain people know. It's embarrassing and I never wanted to be vulnerable like that again. At the end of the day I don't think I'm loveable. So can I blame him?