i wanna go to school sm :(

so i also missed school yesterday cuz my period started and the pain was so bad i thought i was gonna die (not the point). even though in the evening it was manageable i still couldnt bring myself to wash my hair cuz i was sooo tired after the whole day.

and today it turns out my hair isnt in a state that id be comfortable going out in so im forced to stay home again  and i was so excited to see my gf (especially cuz last night i had a dream that she was gonna die..)

im just feeling a little distressed cuz i hate hate hate when things dont go as planned and ofc school is part of that so when i stay home i can never fully relax. im gonna try at least studying for a bit and maybe ill finally get some motivation for drawing?