Dirty house w/ a desperately clean teen girl

I wanna be clean so bad, not mentally like literally clean, I hate taking a bath/shower getting out of the bathroom and instantly everything smelling horrible, I hate the full sink, I hate coming home from amazing and fun plans to a pissed off and dirty house, I hate never being able to talk about the plans cause without me there's only my mom to watch the kids which means she has to take a day off work or she makes my big brother and either scenerio it ends with me coming home to an angry noisy house, I've picked up on their gross habits and now it's my main life goal to be as clean and organized and smell so sickenly nice, I hate this house so much, I'm gonna move to a place where it never smells like shit and there's no angry people or full sinks or tense silences and there will be food, so much food, it's gonna smell like a forest and it's gonna be in the mountains. I hate this house so much.     

-𝑨𝒗𝒊𝒔⋆‧°𓏲ּ𝄢