Midnight thoughts

do u ever just stare at the ceiling and realize you're still alive? like wow i really made it this far. weird.

there was a time when i wasn't sure i'd make it past a certain day now i'm sitting here at midnight eating cereal straight from the box. character development!!! :D maybe that's what surviving is, not becoming some perfect happy person just... getting to eat cereal at midnight getting annoyed at stupid things laughing until your face hurts n getting new shoes, finding a song you love, being annoying, being alive. idk maybe that's enough.

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