Erasmus, little life update

I have been abroad for two weeks now, it feels weird. I search for the familiarity of my home but I find nothing. I only have myself. I have been working on fixing my learning agreement and it is making me a bit stressed. I had to pull myself back and remind myself that it is not that scary. I struggle with freedom I think, the concept itself is peculiar. I want to make important changes in my life, for myself. Hiding in my shell of familiarity is not going to make life better for me. I want to practice my freedom. And to do that I will make a small list of things I want to do for myself, nobody else. I will do my best to do these things. Since this list is only for myself, I will not write it here. But I will try to commit to it.