Go for it!!

You're not sad you're just bored and lonely, you're isolated and stuck with your thoughts,the more you think the more you'll feel as if everything is so overwhelming and big while being so boring and little,you might be so bored you just doomscroll on tiktok and cry to outerbank edits,I've been there too! But this is a reminder that if you're in a tough spot or if you're feeling like everything is so depressing even though you know you're realistically probably not close to depression and you're just trying to make your life more interesting,a new start of your life is just beginning! Or atleast that's what I personally think. You don't have to believe it but I believe that if you're stuck in that same spot of isolation and you feel like you're waiting for something to happen then you're probably waiting for yourself and you don't even know it,start to whimsify your life! Find a style you like and look more into it! Slowly begin to create outfits over time and maybe decorate your room in that style,watch the stars if you can! Whether it be from the ground on a picnic blanket or from your bedroom. Just do it! Go and save your money for that new dresser you want! Go and try that new style! Go and get that therapy! Go and text that person you regret being rude to! Go do it! You can do anything! Go interview for that job! Go try that hobby! Go be you! The you that you want to be! You can't wait around for someone or something to come along or you'll sit in your bed reading a long paragraph some weirdo in their bed made while eating whipped cream and thinking "Wow,I wonder who will really read all this" just for them to post it on a random website they found out about on tiktok.