BRING ME THERE BRING ME THERE - blog #3 ━━ . °‧(ಥ﹏ಥ)

i cant stop thinking about my wife(/platonic). i suddenly got the idea to make this really cute candid i took of them during a hike we did together my phone wallpaper and then modern baseball started playing out of nowhere and now im like tearing up crying but in a bittersweet kinda way. i really wish i never moved or like maybe i couldve brought them with me lol but  that wouldve been impossible i bet. omg imagine that and they took up the 3rd room we had in the apartment instead of my uncle or me and them shared a room but if we had seperate ones we could have sleeopvers in eachotehrs rooms and also have pricavy UGH freakng just kill me rn dude. 

ive made some friends but i feel like i dont fit in at all with literally anyone but my OG friendgroup that had 2 of my friends and my wife. everywhere else is tiring and i dont like it i think id rather just be aquantinces with everyone but them. i want IFSJKDGUHJSH ughhh i miss them so bad i miss cuddling and doing stupid shit together it maeks me laugh just thinking about it. i hope my dad doesnt come home soon because im actually covered in tears holy crap

recently my friend brought up the idea of me living with her when we are both adults cus we both want to live in cali but i also planned something with my wife but its all the way in edinburgnh and idk the vibes are so different but id have my wife so it wouldnt matter. ive done some research (like  10 minutes) and i think that the music scene is pretty good in scotland and thats kindalike the only thing excluding my wife that matters to me. BUT IT CONDRIDICTS EACHOTHER because like what if when i finally form my dream band we have to tour and i have to leave and then like idk. ohmygod wait is dgd doing shows in scotland THERES GOTTA BE PEOPLE IN SCOTLAND WHO LIKE DGD and other post hardcore bands. ohmygod imso cold dude i want my wifes cuddles so bad im going to die oh my god speed im going to looooseee/ref. 

holy hair there is so much text ok um im way too lazy to clean any of this up but i dont think anyone really reads these which is #good because i dont care abt attention on this website. omg speaking of websites i wish that stuff didnt go from websites to apps like dude its so uncanny having like 5 minutes of passing period during school and ppl just WATCH TIKTOK LIKE EW OH MY GOD like yea ill check my notifications but thats only if my dad or dgd or smth but im not like  bending my neck 90 degrees to scroll on short form content for literally fFIVE MINUTES its 5 MINUTES CAN U NOT LAST THAT Long without ur phone like oh my god its SO dysphopian. illlllllllll make a differnt blog for this if i expand onn this topic of like phones, recent tech, etc okay goodbye im going to a psych rock show with my dad tonight i am excited maybe ill post a video if i take one okay byebye have  a good day night #healingera