Wsp yall, just a quick context. I've been SA'd by my ex like year and a half ago, but since then I can't trust any person I talk in a flirty or even relation way w/o feeling like they are going to attack me, or that they only want to be wiith me for a lil time, use me and then throw me away. I don't want to feel this way, I can't be in a relationship bc the paranoia some random girl sculped in my head. I fucking hate this state, I just wanna go back to know what to do and what to feel when everything is normal. I don't want that feeling in my chest everytime someone treats me in one way I feel like they just killed me, I fucking hate everything related with this shit. I just want people arounf me that don't make me feel like everything's my fault
I'm sorry for my bad English, cya
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Denis
I recommend finding a therapist to help u heal from the trauma, not bc you're “crazy”, but because if u let that experience linger, your mistrust or other and metal health will only get worse. U are a very strong and brave person for moving forward, and I want u to know that I'm certain you'll be able to find people u can trust again and you will be able to heal the trauma. Ily so much stranger person
My english isn't good either