I went crazy

5/20/26

today was the worst day of my life not even playing, so I ask my cousin if she can come to Yves concert with me so she did today cause I wanted her too…so the yves concert was the best experience ever but ofc my cousin like to do this extra shit HOW TF WOULD I KNOW YOU ASKING THE SECURITY IF I CAN GET VIP SHE SAYING I RUINED IT BECAUSE I SAID THEY WONT LET US IN BECAUSE WE HAVE TO PAID FOR IT ONLINE…she literally said that they almost was going to let me in but I ruined it for running my mouth then I keep arguing back her and I guess for some reason that means I’m cursing her out??? She said that they was going let me in because gave us free water and that without her we would’ve paid..

So we was being friendly and shit after we got in the uber to back at her place and made some conversation and AGAIN OFC SHE HAD TO MAKE IT BIG DEAL HOLY SHITT so she said that my uncle from my dad’s side came to her apartment and made her rasta pasta and I basically said as a joke omg why you guys always hanging out like ur dating she basically started saying that’s not my place to be thinking that way and she’s right that wasn’t my business but it was joke that she had with mom and they was kekek about it but with me it’s a problem??? so I started basically getting hysterical and crying cause I felt like I was tripping

She called my mom saying that I disrespected her and that keep yelling at her, so I kept crying and lying because I felt in that moment she mentally draining the fuck out of me she always snitching about some shit towards my mother AND MY FUCKING MOM ALWAYS HAVE SIDE

so she said she wants the uber to drop her off her place and see what I’m going to do I SAID FUCK IT MY GOING STRAIGHT HOME and she said she never wants to speak to me again

I literally cried all the way back home and some guy on the bike literally ask “whatever ur going through, ur going to be okay” I said no I’m not

I keep talking to myself all the way home I felt like a crazy crackhead on the street on coke or fentanyl