Two of my bus drivers hate me and everyone thinks I'm weird. That sums it up.

This is like the third day of coming here and I can already feel the judgement here around me like I already stopped the bus for no reason yesterday and now today i I forgot my phone and did the walk of shame back and out to get it along with me dropping a few FUCKING SHARPIES. the driver was irritated asf 

One minute I thought everything was gonna be alright for the first few weeks I'm leaving behind the unnecessary embarrassing part of me, then my bus just forgets me THREE FUCKING TIMES IN A ROW, my mom and me have been having back to back yelling matches and I'm over here overthinking it again, I'm in a class with people who are so overwhelmingly unfunny, the y'know who happens to be there, the driver hates me and JUST SUDDENLY because OF COURSE THIS IS HOW IT HAS TO GO, IM BACK IN THE SHOES OF MY PATHETIC WEIRD MIDDLE SCHOOL SELF. 

WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFF???!!!!!!!!!

I'm dropping out this is dead ass too much going on for me