Realness

I just want something real. I really don't like what I see on Instagram and social media in general. I like good people, but I don't trust those on my page. I like hope, but I don't feel inspired when I see James Gunn Superman or anything related to internet's view of hope. I don't mind relationships, but I don't like how fake people are with wanting "deep" and "meaningful" ones even though it is just something they see from the films. I don't mind cute things; I just hate it being self-aware and quirky. 

Maybe it's why I listen to alternative rock and bands like Story of the Year, TRUSTcompany, Lostprophets, etc.

It's not reality.  

I wish I could use social media less, but I have nothing in where I live and no one to relate to (I'm in Dubai, and I am already not happy there with poverty and everything). I just want to live in a place that's real, and friends that are real, and everything real. I dreamed of going to USA for that reason, but the place has become everything fake I despise, so the only best option right now is Canada it seems. I just want to walk through solid rock streets with small trees and some ground I can sit in. That's all I want.