my bloggy 2

thinking about getting an increase on my meds soon,,,, winter's coming super quickly and my depression gets like a 10890987656789 times worse so hopefully it'll prevent a bigger spiral😿 I haven't done a followup app yet (even tho its supposed to have been a month) so im gonna try and do a walk-in to figure stuff out😤

im not sure how im gonna stay occupied during the cold season, I had no idea how expensive coats were until I had to buy them myself, aghhhhh. I used to get my stuff at the thrift and it was uber reliable but unforsch im in my teeny teeny town where there is absolutely nothing. a cute jacket with a lot of fur is on the mental Wishlist🙏 

I wanna do some outdoorsy stuff this winter! we have a wood stove and we usually spend the daylight out cutting and bringing wood home, you can actually make a lot of money doing it too! hunting and snaring is really nice, we can get a lot of things from moose, rabbits, geese and fish! (and we use EVERYTHING down to the guts and bones, eat the rest) im super excited to see what traditional foods we can have when hunting season wraps up, yummm😋

some people also skin other animals for their pelts to make things like super warm gloves/boots and sometimes even do some BEAUTIFUL beading. I always get cute handmedown boots from my oldest sis (im the only feminine one so she gives me everything) so im excited to see what's on the roster this yearrrr😽😽😽

there's also things like skating, hockey and broomball that gets super popular around this time of year and there are always tournaments!😸 I should have spent the year getting super swole so I could join a team, sighhh😿maybe next year though!🤔😸