Daily yap: accounting sucks, life sucks, but at least there's crafts!

Hello! Today was...something. Some good, some bad. While on the way to my college, I started feeling TERRIBLE. Istg I might have endometriosis or some shit. Like, by the time we got there i was shaking, sweating, and I could barely stand or speak. And of course there's no such thing as a nurse's office. And of course my first class started 20 mins after I got there. Long story short, I basically had to wait it out till I was better, went to my class halfway through, and still ended up delivering my speech pretty nicely! Yay!

After my classes, I did the little tote bag painting activity they had in the lounge with some girls and also my brother. It was really fun! And I got to know this really cool girl better. I painted a butterfly with fancy swirls on my bag, I love it.

Side note, I feel SO juvenile everyday eating my lunch of a PB&J and apple slices. "I'm four years old" ahh lunch.

Another side note, my english professor is a national treasure. Love the guy.

Anyhow, after all that (and some boba!) I finally had to work on ACCOUNTING. God do I fucking hate accounting. It is the bane of my existence I literally cannot stand it and my professor doesn't teach me anything useful at all so i just end up teaching myself the material (sobs)

So from literally like 2-6 (except the drive home from like 4-430) I worked on accounting homework. YUCK.

But now I'm finally free! Except, not really. I have chores, and my mom wants to go out for ice cream (which like, I'm grateful, but that's still time consuming!), and all i really wanna do is crafts! I could be making jewelry, or working on my scrapbook, or working on my ita bag!

Also, I still kinda hate all my clothes :( this happens every year and it suuuucks because after a while I revert to my default wardrobe anyhow. Like, last year's obsession was like if a lazy person attempted y2k, which was fun ofc, but now I have all these damn Aero tshirts that I hate now too. UGH! And this year's fixation? Cottagecore! Or fairycore, or goblincore, or just, like, that kind of stuff. Whimsical and nature-y. First of all, I have borderline ZERO clothes that work for that currently, second, that is in NO WAY SHAPE OR FORM similar to my current aesthetic?!?! Like, at least last time I could pretty much just buy new shirts and style them with the rest of my existing clothes. But soft and feminine and nature-y is not even CLOSE to my usual vibe, so wtf do I even do? Ughhhhh! I'm so judgemental of myself that I hate leaving the house anymore.

Which is why I kinda just wanna stay at home in my pajamas and make crafts all night.

Well, idk, thanks for reading my big long yap! Luv you guys mwah mwah!