Unimportant rambling

So far my teenage years have been the worst of my life, everything after twelve has kind of just gone downhill or whatever. I wonder a lot about how things will be for me when I’m older, and I move out and all. I’d like to think that things will have fixed themselves by that point…like for my art teacher she’s said how growing up has been the best, and she doesn’t really miss being young. It’s also hard for me to envision a future for myself a lot of the time because only a few months ago I was so depressed I thought I would be dead before I turned 15, much less graduate high school! I don’t really know, I think things could turn out very well for me in the future or very bad! If I’m able I want to travel a lot after I graduate, I hate being stuck here. 

Who knows what could happen though lol!