Slow life and at home agruments

Life's been at a standstill, so much in power taking away a human's humanity only caring for themselves, all I do is wait, I just don't know how else to go and do something honestly.

My parents, so loud, so much with my mother, I wish my dad would get a divorce, but he refuses the moment it stops, 

Never once does he think about putting in the time and work, 

And at one point I wonder, how long until, until life doesn't feel like pushing a bolder, walking through a thick cloud of smoke, 

Til I'm able to have a job and live anywhere else, actual live instead of hoping I don't die without living some sort of mark on the world of the living..